Will someone please tell me I'm okay?

"Falling in love is like falling into a deep black hole; you can't see & you can't force yourself to stop. It might feel like you're flying for a while, but you don't know when you'll land or if someone will be there to catch you or how much it will hurt when you hit the bottom. You never know, you might just die from the pain of it."

In the brightest hour of my darkest day...
Fell into the maze of love...
thought I'm saved when I'm here...
and could be away from all the B.G.R craps that make no sense at all...
without warning...
someone picked me up from that maze...
how happy I could be...
take me and let me in...
break me and shut me out
can't believe it turns back and kick me back into the maze...
makin a scene like no tomorrow...
I wasn't prepare for that to come...
Torn apart at the seams...
my dreams turn to tears...
scar turns to scars...
I almost told you that I love you...
Wear your heart on your sleeve...
make things hard to believe...
does it run it your blood??
there is a train leaving town in an hour,
its not waiting for you and neither am i.
it's been a helter-skelter romance from the start.
maybe the maze is where i belong...
the cold ice box away from the world...
inside this cold ice box...
no one could fool me around like a boy toy...
in the ice box world this could never happen...
I think that I was strong..
until the day it all went wrong...
I think a miracle to make it through..

"nothing lasts forever no matter how it feels today."



"Karma" the word I used to don't believe...
the sum of a person's actions in this and
previous states of existence
viewed as affecting their future fate
whether is good luck or bad luck...
mostly bad luck...
Now I believe it...
Time and time again...
this thing will not end...
the cycle of selfishness...
the cycle of hatred....
the cycle of heart break...
the cycle of crime...
the cycle of tears...
you think about yourself before you think about me...

"we survive by remembering. but sometimes we survive by forgetting."
-The Uninvited

I think about you...
I think about me...
How it would be if it last...
Lost time behind...
Loving ties unwind...
It's always easy when you have it your way
I shall overcome...


Just remember one thing
when you feel the void
your whole life has been destroyed